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September 24, 2008

No more being Miss Nice. 11:41 PM

Ok.

I just hate liars.

I know!

Who doesn't lie?

True?

But but, please laah.

When you can actually tell me the truth, why aren't you doing so?

Instead you either make it up or turn the story around.

Why am I always ended up facing with these type of people?

And the best part is that, i always get to know the truth behind all the lies.

Great right?

C'mon people.

I'm being nice and sweet to you.

But then, you shouldn't do that to me.

Hey! I have feelings too!

And guess what?

This is not the first time I'm facing with these type of people.

I met lots of them.

Arghhh!

Just how do I get out from this shite?

Tell me, how?

And why when I'm being nice to people, people always take advantage on my kindness.

And why do they always taking everything for granted?

I mean, I'm not tryng to be the 'angel' here.

But then, please have mercy on me.

I'm just a lil 'innocent' girl.

that just want the best out of my life.

Stop giving me frustation will you?

I had enough.

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Let's start a proper blog entry.

I know I've been complaining and complaining about the shites that happen in my life.

But what to do.

I just can't keep it long enough in me.

Furthermore, it's not healthy ok.

Speaking about healthy.

Urgh!

I have to find a recipe that is suitable for 5-6 year olds children.

And it must be a HEALTHY meal of course.

And my migrain is killing me.

I can't even find a single thing on the yahoo search.

And the recipe that are stuck in my mind is for adult.

Not really suitable for growing up children.

I can't start my assignment YET.

Though i know it due in about a few more days.

But, i'm serious.

I'm mentally tired.

Today, Aira and me decided to come in late.

So, we took our own sweet time to make our way to class.

Though we know that the lecturer is very particular about punctuality.

But who cares?

I have a sudden urge to rebel today.

Maybe too tired of being lil nice girl in that class.

Even one of my lecturemate said,

"Z, you look so shagged! What happen to you?

And nowadays it's hard for me to see you smile.

And guess what? You look more fierce and seems like those type that are not easy to approach."

LOL!

Imagine that!

ME??

Not smiling???

Gosh! She must have look at me at the wrong time of the month.

Maybe.

I don't know.

And I think I know why.

Though it's a fasting month.

But then, past experiences makes me react that way.

Firstly, the boorish lady who worked in my school under one of the dept.

And secondly, the Certificate of Infants and Toddlers-students are soooooo.......

OPPOSITE OF FRIENDLY!

to the max.

Let's recap a lil.

Hmmm....

Last month I think,

My group had a late night discussion.

And bump into those students.

And i smiled.

Guess what?

They just give me the minah kind of stares.

"HELLO! In case you don't know. I'm trying to be nice here and trying to be friendly here.

And i don't appreciate that kind of look towards me.

And don't take me as one of the minahs out there.

Cause i ain't one of them.

You can differentiate that, don't you?

Gosh!"

And guess what?

Bumped into another batch of girls.

And their face is like... urgh!

Waste my effort to smile! (I'm sincere for smiling though. LOL!)

Don't get me wrong.

Hee!

And not forgetting to mention that they are actually the same race as me.

Those that are mentioned earlier.

YES!

Same race and religion.

I have a shock in my life to see this kind of people.

So, tell me.

Am i too nice?

Or is it just me that do not know how to pick on people; which to smile to or not.

PS: I hate people that I smile to, and they simply just look away and give me that kind of face.

So, when you're outside, and bumped into me and i'm smiling at you.

Don't ever dare to give me that kind of face.

Please be nice for once.

And for those that have smiled at me, and i ignored.

Means, I didn't see you.

So, its either you come up to me say HI or any other NICE and FRIENDLY approach.

Till here then.

Nights!

I just can't wait for Friday.

A'ai(:

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