July 30, 2008
11:26 PM
Okay! Today had a long tiring day.
So, i'm only updating lil' part where i find it funny.
(:
Was in train with Khai and Mira.
Then, we were standing beside a guy that was sleeping. And, he was standing at the same time.
And his body is like swaying from front to the back, then back to front.
LOL. can imagine that?
then, out of the sudden, a stop before buona vista... the guy woke up suddenly.
And asked, "Excuse me. Which stop is this?"
And i was like so blur, felt like laughing but then ... courtesy zara! courtesy! HAHAHA.
then Khai said, "Errr... i can't recall but i know the next stop is buona vista."
the guy: What is the stop number?
the three of us: (We were looking at each other. And i was about to laugh out loud.) Errrr....
the guy: Its ok. Thank btw.
After he left, i was like asking myself.
For the whole 18years, i don't know that there's station number. Except for the fact that code of EW, NS... etc.
(:
ok.
that's all for today folks.
Night!
July 26, 2008
11:26 AM
Arrrghhh. AUGUST is really gonna be a very tiring month for me. Maybe not only me, but also to my lecturemates. Wake up this morning, after signing in to my MSN, Sara already asked about the assignments date due. I was about to take a break for awhile from remembering all the due dates. Adoiii! All the assignments, be it presentation or written assignments, due dates are two days, or three days away from one another. *slaps forehead*
Okay Zara! Let's get down to bussiness. Let's get all the assignments done. All i need is a good time management. (Cheyy! Motivating myself nampak! Wakakakakakakakakak.)
OKay. update later after i'm done with my asignments.
July 25, 2008
11:19 PM
She's the girl;
Well, today is more to the random kinda entrty. The whole day today, had a crazy time spent with my DPTF20. We got side track for the whole day, instead of studying about preschool education, we got ourselves into a HOT topic. Hee(: I know! I'm not legal yet for that. But who cares, i just want to join in the fun.
:) okay, and i'm getting myself into a serious shit laa seyy. I'm getting chubbier! SHIT! no! to be precise, I'm getting FAT! Ohmygawd! Can't stop my mouth from munching the snacks. And furthermore, my lecture room is freezing cold! Maybe that is one of the reasons why my mates are all feeling hungry every 10mins. How? How? Die laa if like that! Okay! From now on, no more snacks ZAAARRAAA! And no more, eating like pigs. And to all my mates, stop me from buying anything. And when my stomach make noises, just ignore! hee.
(: I don't know what kind of mood i'm into lately. Like seriously laa, one moment i can laugh all i want. And the next moment, i can't turn into a totally different person. The time of the month? i don't think so. Hmmmm. How do i release all this? Urgh!
:) And thanks to Annk, i'm like addicted to Didi Cazly songs. And as you can see, (or hear) my blog song has changed to seribu kenangan song. And suddenly, someone is like stuck on my head upon hearing this song. I wonder how long could it take for me to just get on. And just forget everything? It takes time, sure.... but how long? And to those people that are actually trying to get my attention, i'm sorry to say that i'm not into any serious friendship yet. All i want right now, is to get over with this course. Ohh pluuueessee! I just want to strive this time round. No more distractions. I think it's enough time messing around with my life.
And to one unsure soul out there, just a short part for you;
Be sure of what you're doing, and i'm sure you'll get what you actually want in life.
Be true to others and others would be true to you too.
Appreciate others that really has sacrifiice alot for you, and try to think of others instead of being an ego kind of person. Be focus, that's the most important thing that i want to get the message across to you. and be firm with what your heart says. Don't be fickle minded when you are choosing your partner. And last but not least, just be yourself. And things will flow back like normal.
And now, no more waiting, no more hoping. Let nature take its course. If that particular someone is meant for me, then he'll be. But if he's not, then let me just wait for the right one to come. Right? (: In addition, i have long way to go. Got my studies and my crazy lecturemates and my friends and family to make my life busy always. So, *sigh*.
Nights.
till here then.
update soon.
PS: Yayy! 5more days to your arrival. I miss you alot. Just can't wait for you, Fee. I just can't wait. Let's pray that it's going to be wednesday soon! (:
July 24, 2008
Presentation MS 9:19 PM
DPTF20- Early Childhood Educators Trainee(:Candid.
The Mighty Jungle Group.
There's a kid in each of us.
The Red Indians Candid.
The Red Indians Formal.
The preparations for my group....
Okay. You people must be wondering what the heck was all that? Right? hahaha(:
Hmm. We had presentaion for one of our module. And MAYBE, this will be the last module with our dearest Dr. Arul. She' the best, i tell you! Her facial expressions are so hilarious, which all of us don't feel drained out during her lessons. *Okay! I'm not being biased here or showing favouritsm.* I just enjoy her lesson. And just hoping that she'll be taking us for another module.
So..... Let's get back to my topic. Hee(; Jyeah. Today, we have to break into two groups. One is my team- The Mighty Jungle & another team, which they call themselves as The Red Indian. Both the group did pretty well. And of course! As i promised to my team members that i'll be making them FAMOUS at my blog. So pretty ladies, there you go. And and, WELL DONE! We had done a good job. Lots of team work and we really make it till the end..... of only this module(:
Hmm.... these are some stations for our group presentation. and must bear in mind, that we are doing this for liltle kids. So, NO 'disparagement' here okay. Please show some appreciation. Thankyou. Do drop some tag after reading. *wink*
Station 1; The 'children' are to choose an animal- Zebra, Penguin, Elephant or Monkey. &at station 1, they are suppose to go over to the 'jungle' These animals are actually escaping from zoo. Sounds familiar? Jyeah. Madagascar.
Station 2; i forget to take picture of the sampan. As for this station, 'children' are to row the boat with their partners. 'Children' gets excited easily.Trust me! Okay lah! Not only the children, adults are more excited than them. hee(:
Next... Station 3; These hula-hoops are assumed to be 'logs'. Okay. And the 'children' are suppose to go over by hopping on one foot. Without falling of course.
Then... here comes the staion 4; 'Children' are suppose to crawl under the table. Children have good imaginations, so they are able to imagine that this table that is covered with cloth is actually 'a cave' You don't expect us to bring in real cave, right? (:
Station 5; pretty and organised coconut tree. Created by the group members.
Station 6; again! assume this to be snake. You don't expect us to bring in real snakes. Parents will be running after us!
Last but not least, the last staion. CAMPFIRE time! (: 'The animals' have successfully escaped from the Zoo. And now they have reach the jungle party to celebrate their achievement!
Cool uh? Haahahha. XD Enjoyed the day with my groupmates. And of course, with all my lecturemates. Looking forward this fun type of presntation. We are able to release all our tension and stress of ASSIGNMENTS- cathartic release(; Okay! One presentation down! 2 more to go. And 5 more writtten assignments. Jia you Zara.
July 14, 2008
Gundu day. 9:31 PM
Ok. I feel so 'gundu' for today and yesterday. ('',)
That shows how cluttereed my miind was for these days.
Yesterday started off the day by going to the beach at around noon with my family. Went to the changi beach. Let Ina have a good time for the weekend. So, let her got on the swing, play at the playground; slides and last but not least... she played with the sand. She ended up being 'sand girl'. She was covered with sand... However, we got her cleaned up before heading to our next destination.
Then we headed to Singapore Expo cause sister wanted to see the wedding exhibitions. Hmm...after that we went to bugis to get some of my stuff. After had dinner with my family, we head home. Watched hellboy. *ketepionnng* lmao.
So, started to search for my notes. Panic like hell after i can't find those notes. Cause today i have the lecture and i need the notes. Therefore, i search all over the room, or should i say the whole house? heehee(: I searched everywhere BUT not under my laptop. So, yeserday end my day with some frustations and migrain! JUST FOR NOTHING.
Woke up early today to find for the notes again. Then after settling myself down, i decided just to photocopy those thick notes of mine. Went out early to meet Khai and Maz to have lunch at Tiong Bahru Plaza and proceed to Tanjong pagar. Guess what?! My mom called and said, ''Adek, is your notes in a white file? and is very thick?'' (in malay of course) I was so happy to hear that finally that she found my notes. And i say, where did you find it. Then she said, (in malay) ''It's under your lappy! When you reached home later, i'm going to poke your eyes. Make me search the whole house for nothing. (in a teasing tone)'' I was like laughing like a crazy barbarian outside my lecture room. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH(: and i was so happy till i leave my nescafe at my pantry shelve. Realising it was there after 8minutes later. In addition to that, I even can't find stuff which is like right infront of my eyes. *slaps forehead* See how gundu i am. ANd i continued being clumsy for the rest of the day.
Yikes! What a day!
I have no idea why i'm high these few days, and due to that every steps i take, i ended up being clumsy(: Ohh wells. Hmm. Maybe I just want to get rid the unhappiness that i had. So, in order to cheer myself up, i become clumsier each day. *LOL*
Ok ok. I have to get myself off blogging and surfing the net now. Got to finish up my assignments which due in 3more days.
Update soon(:
thanks for spending your time reading.
July 12, 2008
Rojak entry. 9:48 PM
Sometimes we tend to say what we don't really mean. And when that happen, we often regrets for saying all those words that are not meant to be blurt out. Finally, when we realised everything, it's like too late to wish that what has just happen, did not happen. (u get what i'm trying to say? hopefully.)
It's just so hard being me. I like to keep everything deep within me and not letting it out to anyone. And when one of those days that i'm feeling down, i'll rather let it out through my anger. It's like girls having the time of the month. When i do blurt it out, i usually just say out everything that i have been keeping for quite a long time. All this happen for a reason. And sometimes i don't know whether what i do is the right thing or it's not. connnnfffuuussseee!
I just want people to tell me the truth. Instead of lying or beating around the bush. Just be straight with me. Can? I'm not going to eat you up or anything. Be frank with me. That's all.
Fulfill your promise if you have promised to me anything. And hold on to your words. Don't ever eat back everything you've said. Wasted right? Waste your/my effort, time and money.
Entahlah people. I always end up believing and giving 2nd chance to the wrong person. Which i know it's impossible for that person to turn over a new leaf in just a short period of time. Now what? I regret taking every steps that i made.
With what i've seen people going through. Even with trust, things can go wrong. So what do you expect things to turn out if there's no trust at all. DISASTER right? I'm traumatised badly. I guess, i need to seek help already. hee(: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I'm just kidding. See! My mood changes every 5 minutes? Yikes!
Yes you can say that i'm very temperamental. And i'm also sensitive. But.... there's certain point that you can reach before i really blows up. I can be soft hearted at times. Easily forgive but hard to forget. I have a quite good memory, i must say. Photographic memory. When i want to recall an incident that really hurt me badly, i could. (to my suprise!) I can really recall everything in detail. That's why people say, girls can remember and hard to forget even how hard she tries. but as for guys, in a split sec, they can just turn to another victim. and act as though there's nothing wrong with them. Ohwell, this is all what we call 'innate' capability. It's already in them since they are born. Okay! STOP IT ZARA! she's bringing in all her studies to her real life. *Pray for zara well being please.* You don't want to see the next big hit thing in the newspaper abt a teenager, admitted to IMH just because of overload information from her lectures. Hee! (:
This week, (this month i must say) is really not the month that i look forward to. So, moody every now and then. And my headache is not making me feel any better. *sigh* Should i go doctor or not? The migrain is really getting bad these days. Even my lecture mates can see it. My ear turns red whenever i have a bad migrain. See how bad it is. And in addition to that.... My vision blurred out! Serious shit ke pe.
I think there's too much things on my mind. and i can't even concentrate on one. My mind is like rojak already. I wonder till when i can stay put with all these.
July 9, 2008
Fatigue. 12:03 AM
Like at last, today i end my day dreadfully. Morning presentation went on quite well. And ohya! The day when i'm suppose to prepare myself for the presentation, is the day i woke up late! What a luck! Set my alarm, i guess there's two possible reason why i woke up late; 1. the alarm of my phone is not working. 2. OR i'm too exhausted till my brain and ears couldn't be bothered to hear the irritating tone for my alarm(: and i guess, the 2nd reason is the most probably the reason to why i'm late today.
So, i actually was lookin forward to the end of the day. Reason; Both my module are down today! *phew* BUT! tmrw is a start of two new modules, which means NEW ASSIGNMENTS. yesterday had another different module, which is also a new module, and the assignments are quite okay to me right this moment. Cause, i'm trying to manage my time carefully this week, with no distractions(HOPEFULLY). So i guess, the concentration is all i need for this weeks modules. And i hope that the lesson is not as exhausting as compared to my previous modules.
Was suppose to meet my gfs at West Coast today, but i was too worn-out to even check my messages. I dozed off once i reach home and of course after had my wash up. Then, awaken by my lil' princess (my niece not daughter) at about 10. Hee! (: I assure you readers that this week exhaustion is not paid off YET by the sleep that i had just now. (:
So, here i am blogging. After 3 or 4hours of sleep, and at last end up i can't get myself to sleep. The rest of my lecturemates are not even online. Not even my gfs. So, what else can i do besides blogging. I guess, i end today's entry here. I need to do some readings, and then get myself off to bed again, hopefully can get my eyes to close.
Okay! Thanks for your time people(:
Nights! Update soon.
July 6, 2008
Happy birthday and random. 6:19 PM
Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quiz
I was quite bored today. Stayed at home for yesterday and today. Make myself free to meet someone, but i guess it's all cancelled? Anyways, could not be bothered also. So, i took this test which i found at one of my friend's friendster. Cool huh? MOST of what it says maybe true. If for those who really knows me well, will agree to what i just said. (:
Ohh! Actually i wanted to log in to post a special post for my cousin- Herdawatie; Supervisor at the Kidsville Centre. (: Got side track for awhile. So here it goes.....
Cousin! Firstly i want to say that........You're missed! And and, yesterday i did send you a friendster comment. And as for present, i don't have that much cash with me right now to buy you a prezzie. So, i owe you and Zen kinn a prezzie! Oh! And HAPY BIRTHDAY sweety. Hope this year goes pretty well for you and you beloved ones. Though maybe there's ups and downs in your life, i know that you're strong to go through all that. Yeah, you are strong, trust me. Hmmmm. and and, Moga moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. Like i've said at my comment, i just can't wait for your wedding. Can't wait to go crazy with all my cousins like we use to be. And most importantly, we can't wait to get our hands on the microphone. Uh`huh. Okay. I guess, till here then. See you soon sweetheart! Muacckkks! Love you! (:
Okay, that's all for wishing. Now back to blogging.
Hehehe. guess what? I get to chat with FEE yesterday morning and just now. I was so happy to see her online. I miss her like hell. She'll be back around august, and i just hope august comes fast. Pretty fast. I just can't wait to see her. it's been like what? 3months i did not get to meet her. *sigh*
While chatting, i get myself to do some stooppiiid quiz. Yet it does make me smile. Cause, it's funny laa seyy. Some quiz are just too ridiculuous, but then again. Due to my boredom period that i have the tendecy to do those quizes. And, i wasted like what?? 2days at home. Arrrgh! and tmrw i'm back going to my usual routine- Jurong- Tanjung pgr and vice versa. ):
What to do, its for my own future.
Ok. now i'm like so random.
There's so much that i want and i'm craving for.
I want my handphone back for sure.
I need and want a full body massage.
Additional of facial treatment; would love to pamper myself one of these days.
I want oreocheesecake.
I want Javachip frappucino
I need to go ECP to release all my frustations.
I really need to have a LONG REST(not really long, hehehe.) ; no assignments to think of, nothing to worry, and no one to be mad at. Just have to be an egocentric person for one day, yeah. A day will do(:
There's alot on my mind just now. And now it's like *POOF* gone! Hmm. I'll add more when i remember. Now, i have to get my hands on the chores. Left alone at home. Everyone are enjoying their weekends except me. ):
Okay, enough blogging zara. Update soon readers. Hey! Don't forget to tag me aites. and no hate tags please. Thankyou(;
July 5, 2008
5:55 PM
I think my perception towards guys is still the same. I don't know why. It's like every blog that i hopped to, will always have the sad entries. I mean a girl's bloggeh. And and, just now i just view someone's friendster, and i got shock out of my life. I have no idea why i reacted this way. I really don't know. But, i just wish to slap this significant someone. And if i were to sms him or something, it wouldn't be that nice. Imagine i'm in his girl's shoe. I would be pretty mad. But at this time, i'm more mad compare to any other people that are pissed right now. Really! Feel like strangling this person.
Argghhh! I have no idea why i have so much anger in me lately. I just feel that nothing is going like how it should be. And i;m just pissed at myself. For not listening to other's advise. I think there's a problem with me. A big problem. But, what heh?
Maybe due to my stress level that is really high right now. I just need a de-stress for this time being. REALLY NEED ONE BADLY. Anyone care to be here with me; to laugh, cry and etc? ):
Moments like this, i just wish to have someone; to really hear me out. and, *sigh* In addition to that, i'm like having bad migrain and stomach flu. And really doesn't feel good lately.
11:41 AM
"Just wish that you could just slip out from my mind."
July 3, 2008
the moment i've been waiting for. 11:30 PM
Woohooo! Today is FREDOM day for my dear DPTF20. Today class was cancelled to be non-contact time. BUT! we have certain assignments to do. Research about dead people that created the principle, beliefs, philosophy and practices in singapore context. Met my groupmates today at WestCoast park McDonald. Since 10 in the morning till 10 at night i was there. Pheww! But of course not the whole day my grpmates stayed. At about 5plus, they went back and i continued to be with my dearest sisters. they came here! can you believe it?? Okaylah, one of them ride bike with her lover. as for another sister, she came by travelling by bus. Ohgosh! I'm so touched by by you guys! ((:
And of course, we had our 'giler' moments. took pictures and talk shite out of each other. *smile* It was the most best de-stress moment i had since a month of schooling. Felt so good. And the place is so gerek laa seyy. The place was romantically lit. and the surroundings are so peaceful.
So, yeah stayed till night. If possible, i don't even wish to go back. Heehee! Okay. i'm so drained out. Update soon! < 33
July 2, 2008
Hectic day. 7:36 PM
*yawn* been really sleepy the whole day. Ohya! It's not only me that have the sleepy sickness and other illnesses. The whole class look so worn out. Even the leacture for the morning lesson, each and everyone of us, was about to just have a lil nice nap. Some of us even put our heads down on our tables. As for me, I sleep quite late yesterday night and i've been dating with the toilet since saturday. Gosh! And yesterday, was doing some touch up on our group presentation preparation. Not only for today's presentation, but also for next week presentation- children with special need. *sigh* Just now presentation goes pretty well. (: I was the youngesst in the group, therefore i have to do opening and then the introduction of my grp members. Was feeling quite nervous. But, okaylah. not that bad.
I think i'm beginning to appreciate my secondary schools teachers. After going through this stage of life. hhahahahha. at least, duing secondary sch life, presentation wasn't as tension as this time round. And at least, at that point of time, we have the whole class with us(39students). But, but as for LC class, i only have 17mates. And i just knew them. Though the way we interact with one another was like close friends, still i think i haven't get use of presenting my grp work to the whole class. *motivation- Its okay zara. This is only the 1st mth of school. you got long way to go till the end of your course. take all this as a practice.* hahahhhahaha. (:
And..... guess what? tmrw class cancelled. BUT, we have to meet with our grp members to finish up our lil assignments... though both morning and afternoon class was cancelled, still... we have to go out early. Allaaa..... Faster finish, can faster go off. (: AND, allowance are out byt mrw afternoon! WOOHOOO. hmm... after discussion maybe can go shopping?? and pay bills?? and and, eat cheesecake?? i'm deprived of having cheesecakes man! and and, i oso can have my javachip frappucino??? and let me think over, tonight about what shall i do tmrw after discussion. Hee! (: This is the only week i think i can relax a bit before starting off next week new MODULES! okay. let's not think about that. still got 4 more days. let's chill(: how about that??
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, would like to dedicate my blog entry today to my dearest sister! Today she's turning a year older. And a year away from her getting old years. hahahha! Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER! I love you soo much. Live long and stay happy always. *Moga-moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki okay??* and lau dah murah rezeki tuu jgn plak lupe adik. paham paham laa. hehehe. (: Well, i'm joking. Anw, Just want to wish you all the best for whatever you do. and i'm craving for nasi briyani babe. SOON okays?? YOU RAWK!
ok. i think i better stop here. i'll update pretty soon again. later at night, maybe? or maybe tomorrow? ok then, thanks for taking your time off just for reading my average type of a teenage girl. takecare! <3
Station 2; i forget to take picture of the sampan. As for this station, 'children' are to row the boat with their partners. 'Children' gets excited easily.Trust me! Okay lah! Not only the children, adults are more excited than them. hee(:
