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June 29, 2008

Randomness 12:40 AM

So excited to be back here. I'm deprived of my internet days. I miss my old days where i madly tuned in to friendster, blogger and etc. Went online jek, botak heads peeps are nudging me. Adoiii... See how fast time flies?? Gosh!! Some of my friends are still schooling and some are already serving NS? Gila or what? Let' s see, hmm. I'm already 18 and yet i feel that i'm still 16 (macam paham laa kann) Yalaa, i don't feel the change YET, i guess. Hee! (:

And suddenly i miss everyone! Yes! Those people that has gone through thick and thin with me; my friends, my dearest cousins, and etc. First, i was thinking of my late great grandma, and then nenek, and datuk came along... after that i start to have the image of my gfs and my cousin Kinn. Yerp! She has always be in my mnd, heart and soul. I just miss her so much. Maybe things change alot lately. and maybe i'm the one that cause this changes?I just don't know lah. *sigh*

Hmppph! Wait! Life is short you know, so i can't keep sighing all the way till the end of my life kan? Come on Zara! Cheer up babe. No worries right. Things will get better in time. Just let time decide.

I have always been saying that to myself lately ( hey! i'm not GILA okay!) It's some sort of a private speech. Where u motivate yourself and make yourself feel good. I know i'm not the only one that does that, I'm sure there's alot of other gila people out there. Anyway, it's not wrong to talk to yourself, not until to that extreme part la of course. Average type of private speech, will do no harm to yourself. Well, you need to have someone to motivate you, and if there's no one able to do that, thennn its all up to YOURSELF, agree? Pls say you agree with me people! (:

Ohh! And, i am also deprived of camwhoring! My handphone went servicing. and i just have no time to camwhore. Even going to school i don't really dress up that much, hahaha. I don't even look like an early childhood educator pon. I look so laid back. WAIT! it's not that i don't have the interest to study, Just that i'm lazy to pick special clothings. And furthermore, i don't travel anywhere else besides home-school and school-home. Do i have a choice to have lepak time? not really. Everywhere i go, every minute, every secs, i will always think abt my assignments. And, my migrain is getting from bad to worse. ): Ape taknyer, face the comp jek. and otak asyik assignment jek 24hours.

Nowadays, lappy laa matair ku. (: he's the one that entertain me. and lappy is the only one that really know abt how i feel. The one that saw my temper, my tears and everything. I love you lappy! <3

Okay okay, i know that i'm super random today. Just don't have specific topic to talk about.
I guess, i end it here today. Morning to all of you! (:

Update more soon! Need to get up early tmrw. takecare people.