Vivacious babe; Will you be my Saccharine love?♥

Ohgosh! Great kan?? Starting of the week jek pressurized already. Came to school early with my lecturemates to do some research at the library. (oh please! don't think that i'm always lazy okay. i did my works sister. and yes, you girls didn't see wrongly. ZARA did went to the library to look out for books.) Hee(: Well, back to my topic of the day.

Oh! Oh! Then after checking out this week schedule, we went on to flip to check next week schedule. And guess what?!? They changed the schedule again! This time is the second time already. And and that are not as bad as what i'm going to tell you people. Arghhh! They brought forward the later part of the modules, which are all on curriculum of the childrens into next week schedule. What i'm trying to say here, is that -- next two weeks lesson are brought forward to next week! YES! was just about to take a time off my busy schedule to at least relax. But i don't think i can. New modules meaning new assignments. *sigh.* And one of my asignment require me to go to a childcare ctr to do some observation on one focus child. Was planning to go next week frieday cause class finish at 12.30. HOWEVER, schedule are changed!Meaning... instead of going for that observation afternoon, we have to go early in the morning. Argggh! and right after observation, i have to go back tanjong pagar for my lecture. Imagine that man! ):

In addition to that, our allowance are delayed! Hmmmppfffhhh! okay laar. As for those below 21, they doesn't get the GST offset thingy(that inludes me, of course!). And today, those above 21 keep talking about that. Quite frustating right? I know. Hee!

And and, first thing in the morning, met my lecture mate, she was talking about Spain winning ystd match. Then after that, another lecture mates came in and mentioned the same thing again. Then met another person, said the same thing again to me. SPAIN! SPAIN! SPAIN! SPAIN! SPAIN! haiyoh! I get it laa people, hee. Spain won! Wooohooo for you guys who suported Spain! As for me, i'm not really into all this(; muahahhahhah.

Ok. need to go already. Look at the time man! Tmrw got quiz, but luckily its a open book quiz. Phew~ but still, need to at least highlight the main points. takecare readers! Update more.

PS: Told you! I'll be whining all the way about the same old stuff. And sorry for being wordy lately. I don't camwhore that much, don't have the time too. Will update pictures once i get my phone back(:

So excited to be back here. I'm deprived of my internet days. I miss my old days where i madly tuned in to friendster, blogger and etc. Went online jek, botak heads peeps are nudging me. Adoiii... See how fast time flies?? Gosh!! Some of my friends are still schooling and some are already serving NS? Gila or what? Let' s see, hmm. I'm already 18 and yet i feel that i'm still 16 (macam paham laa kann) Yalaa, i don't feel the change YET, i guess. Hee! (:

And suddenly i miss everyone! Yes! Those people that has gone through thick and thin with me; my friends, my dearest cousins, and etc. First, i was thinking of my late great grandma, and then nenek, and datuk came along... after that i start to have the image of my gfs and my cousin Kinn. Yerp! She has always be in my mnd, heart and soul. I just miss her so much. Maybe things change alot lately. and maybe i'm the one that cause this changes?I just don't know lah. *sigh*

Hmppph! Wait! Life is short you know, so i can't keep sighing all the way till the end of my life kan? Come on Zara! Cheer up babe. No worries right. Things will get better in time. Just let time decide.

I have always been saying that to myself lately ( hey! i'm not GILA okay!) It's some sort of a private speech. Where u motivate yourself and make yourself feel good. I know i'm not the only one that does that, I'm sure there's alot of other gila people out there. Anyway, it's not wrong to talk to yourself, not until to that extreme part la of course. Average type of private speech, will do no harm to yourself. Well, you need to have someone to motivate you, and if there's no one able to do that, thennn its all up to YOURSELF, agree? Pls say you agree with me people! (:

Ohh! And, i am also deprived of camwhoring! My handphone went servicing. and i just have no time to camwhore. Even going to school i don't really dress up that much, hahaha. I don't even look like an early childhood educator pon. I look so laid back. WAIT! it's not that i don't have the interest to study, Just that i'm lazy to pick special clothings. And furthermore, i don't travel anywhere else besides home-school and school-home. Do i have a choice to have lepak time? not really. Everywhere i go, every minute, every secs, i will always think abt my assignments. And, my migrain is getting from bad to worse. ): Ape taknyer, face the comp jek. and otak asyik assignment jek 24hours.

Nowadays, lappy laa matair ku. (: he's the one that entertain me. and lappy is the only one that really know abt how i feel. The one that saw my temper, my tears and everything. I love you lappy! <3

Okay okay, i know that i'm super random today. Just don't have specific topic to talk about.
I guess, i end it here today. Morning to all of you! (:

Update more soon! Need to get up early tmrw. takecare people.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST COUSIN!
SITI NORASYIKIN(: student from Temasek Poly.
(:

I just want to wish all the best to you. How fast time flies, and now you're turning to 20 already! and it feels like you and me are just lying together, side by side, yesterday (when my age is like 12years old? and you 14years old?) Hmm. That's fast. and now, both are like busy with our own commitment. Well, still.. i wish you all the best. In addition, you are back at the devil's town. MUAHAHAHA! YISHUN. (you know, i know heh.)

I doakan moga2 you sekeluarga sihat0sihat selalu. & murah rezeki. (:
i wish i could drop by one of these days to see how it's going at your house. Hope that everything is alright. Meet soon okay? And and, last but not least... I LOVE YOU COUSIN!
have a great day ahead! <3

Hello my dear readers(:

Hmm. I'm like super tired laa. Today had morning class. And today I had the most boring lectures ever (but not as boring, as its going to be for next week-wednesday!) And not forgetting, that i'm like having a bad day. Had the 'time of the month' and at the same time, my lappy *POOF* my most important and dearest document while i'm about to save it! And the best part was; can't even retrieve the document back. Gosh! It's like the most meaningful work had ever done. Had to re-do everthing and had to remember what our lecturer had told us to change on certain part. All that couldn't be done so, without my most lovable group members; Mak Rocker; Lydia (not MAT rocker tau!) and my three other giler2 friend, Khai, Mira and Maz.

Those three lady that i just mention, including me, are always having the same 'sickness' we are always hungry and always complain about the coldness of our class. and not forgetting, we always yawn and yawn and yawn.... and yawn... and yawn... and its like never ending till the end of the day. (: Maybe because of the aircon that is super cold or was it because of the lecture that was a 'lil' bit boring? or maybe both? hee! Today felt that time flies soo fast, that all of my lecturemates couldn't believe that it's FRIDAY! well, its not a big deal for some of us. As for me, our weekends are double pack than our weekdays. People are having a great time during their weekends, but us? Maybe laa have half day of entertainment, and we are like back to business once again after had enough of entertainment. ASSIGNMENTS! ASSIGNMENTS! ASSIGNMENTS! gosshh! that is all i could think of right now! ):

I'm sorry, but you peeps are about to see the SAME complain till the end of the year. hahahaha! Uh-huh~ & byt he end of the year, that's when we can really 'enjoy and appreciate' the plenty free time that we have. As for now, its like NO ENTRY to the world of entertainment.

Suffer first, then can have the fruitful result later on, CHEY! macam paham jek kan!
Oklahh. It's like going to be 1 am soon! I guess, i'll better concentrate back on my assignments.
(:

update soon!

Woah! i see someone has been kind enough to update in my blog that is rotting. yeah! check out my chat box man! It's rotting too!

Well, now not anymore. I'm back! Uh-huh~ Like OH FINALLY ZARA is back! So, how is my readers doing out there? Hope you people are just fine. & to my beloved friends, i miss you peeps soo much. It has been quite sometime since i last saw the three of them. *sob sob*
Fi is now far away. (not really that far laa... she's in KL) and as for the rest of them, i just can get through them, by sms or phone calls. I'm sorry girls. If only you people know how pack my whole week are. My assignments are like pilling up, And its just so hard to start and finish off with one. One module took just 3weeks. And on that same week, a new module comes up. Haish. But, hopefully... one day SOON. we'll have a reunion. And HOPEFULLY, when i'm having a free time, you guys are not having anything else. I got so much things to update. But i don't think, i got the time to.

Oppps! as for you readers, as you know, i'm starting off with my private diploma right? Yupyup! It's about a mth now. and guess what? Just on the right time that i have a BAD migrain when i had to finish assignmentS by this week. Next week is like 'busy' week for me. The whole week im like having presentations, assignment due date is also within that same week. ohhhgoosshh!
Dulu tak sekolah, sebok nak sekolah. Now dah sekolah, macam2 complain. nie tk kene laa, tu tak kene laa. Hee! However, class is not that bad afterall, i have some entertainment in class. Nasib baik, lecturemates sume gerek2. lau tak i would be having hard time within this 6mths course. Alhamdulilah! My F20 peeps are just great! Kecoh-rable laa senang kate! (:

And im always the one asyik kene buli. ehh! tak, some under 21yrs old peeps pon ade uhh kene buli. tapi paling rabak i laa kan? sume sibok bobal pasal duit GST. hmphhh! And and, my class dah mcm tgh winter season! SEJUK GILER! go to lecture everyday nk kene siap pakai winter clothes.

Oklaahh, i think i have to stop here for now. Got to do some research. and finish up a lil on my assignments. I'll be back soon(: