Oh hello hello helllooo! I am back to blog here, because little miss disappearing is currently busy with school and everything, so I shall be the substitute for updates! Not that I know all that she's been up to these pass few weeks la, but I'll update more on me.As I'm typing this, I am sitting at the back of my lab, having my night class. I just had a tutorial class test, which sucked, but I still managed to pull through 7 questions out of the 10. So.. Yayy! :)Life so far has been alright, I guess. In a sense that I don't see myself struggling to pull myself back up on my two feet to stand on the surface of the ground, like I once did about a month ago, or perhaps longer than that. So much has happened since then, and up till this very minute, I think I'm still taking my time to absorb the unfortunate events, and adapt to the current surroundings. It all seems okay now, but that doesn't mean it will go back to how it was a year ago. I wouldn't want to elaborate much, but the feeling of being in the center of two worlds is pretty much sucky, really.The current downfalls are finally over, and when the month of May arrived, the things which have gotten wrong and ugly previously are starting to fall back into place. Things with the mister is getting better, and as each day passes by, I miss him more and more. Even though we have our own problems, but sometimes I just love solving them together with him. After 4 months, his smile still makes me go all weak in the knees and gaga over him. Ok. I think I must sound really psychotic and pervertic right now, but I'm dead serious. I have never expected to have someone like him so involved in my life. Ever since the first time I saw him up on stage 6 months ago, with his mad antics and lame jokes which cracked everybody up instantly. These past few months have been beautiful, and I'll always be grateful for his presence. He has graduated, that means no more scenery terindah for the both of us at our usual spot in our canteen, but seeing him once a week or maybe once every 2 weeks, though for a little while, is quite enough. Although I'd wish we could spend more time alone together. I've been meeting him during his lunch/dinner breaks for a few days now, and it feels so great having his presence for a few hours of the day. Time is our enemy now, because it's so hard to find a day when we could spend the whole entire day together catching a movie, having a picnic by the beach, or our perfect date at the botanical gardens. It doesn't really matter if we don't meet every single day, or week, or month, because it's the small days we have that make me fall deeper in love with him. We'll make the best of the time we have left now, I hope. Things may be on the upper hand now, but I'm sure we'll be facing many more downfalls in the near future. It's a matter of how we approach them, individually or together.And I miss my sisters so so much. It's been some time since the four of us last had our gathering, and I can't wait for Wednesday to arrive. Chocolate cream and mocha frappicinos, oreo cheesecake, blueberry bagels, the sunset, our usual hang out place. Just the four of us together, against the world. It's going to be fun fun fun!I guess I'll end tonight's entry with a simple goodbye. It's 10:13pm, and my night class as finally ended. I think by the time I reach home, it's going to be close to midnight. Oh nooo..With love,Orange. :)Labels: HELLO I'M JANNAH.
