A huge HELLO from me to you, readers! Heehee! It's been such a long time since i last updated. Gosh? 2weeks ago? Hahahaha. My apology cause you people are reading the same old wordy entry for the past few days. SORRY(: !

Been busy lately. TOO many stuff happened. Uh-huh~ Things are happening weirldly lately. Unexpected stuff, seems to happen each day. Gosh! I use to say that i'm loving being 18. But but... Guess that i have to change to what i've said, --> "Being an 18 year old teen sucks!" Urgh! I want to be young and nvr want to face all this shit now. *sob sob*

It all started smoothly. The day before my birthday, was a perfect day for me! Went to TTSH to visit Nenek. She was hospitalised for three days. And i've been going there almost everyday with Syikin. Fahmi was suppose to fetch me that evening BUT! he cancelled our meeting suddenly. he said he need to accompany his mom or something. And coincidently, mama called my aunt to inform me that my sister are coming down, to fetch me. Hmm.... What a sudden change of plans. So, i didn't suspect anything. Went home and mama was all dressed up. So did Ina! Hmm.... *sniff sniff* smelling something fishy.

"Nak gi mane ni? Semue rushing-rushing siap ni?" I asked them. " Jalan-jalan IMM." my mom said. Went out from the house and headed to IMM. Reached there, and both my mom and sister is busy calling up people. Then we went in to SWENSEN. I was totally blur. Then mama and sister left me and ina at the table. Due-due hilang gi mana entah. SUDDENLY, saw mama coming back to our table with FAHMI! i was like, "What the hell is going on man!" Then, sister came with abg Ciko. hahaha. And they said that this was a small surprise birthday celebration from them to me. Awwwwwwwww. Ate the food, my special oreo ice cream cake & the yummylicious ice cream. heehee! *burp* BUT WAIT! That's not the only thing that they've prepared for me. GOSH!

Took cab home. Sister asked to sit down for awhile. She claim that she misplaced the house keys.So, everyone didn't act that suspiciously. And i was FOOLED! Urgh! Abg Ciko took a short video on his hp and out of sudden! *Piak!* There goes, with eggs on my head, and whipped cream all over my body! Eeeeeewwwwwww! Yeah! All of them, planned to sabo me. and they DID! AAARRRRGGGHHHHH!
So, here i am on the night of my birthday, my body is smell of eggs and whipped cream. Thanks to all of them(: But still, i do appreciate them. Love u people many2((:

Then, on the day itself(24january) Olevel Results was out. It was ok. Not a great grade, but manage to pass. Thanks MOE for th great prezziee. heehee! Then, Went to TTSH again. But not alone this time. Was with mama and Fahmi and Ina. Spend the rest of the day, choosing what course that i intend to go. Yeah, my birthday was a bit mundane. But, at least, the people that i love are with me on that day. So, thanks to them once again! (:
So, yeah. After my 18th birthday, so many stuff happen. Mama is sick. And keeps going back to NUH. And on Valentine's Day, she's having her major op. *praying hard for her* And more bad news received after 25january. My nenek, my mom, my sister. my brother. Argghh! How do i have to face all this at a time? Sigh. And after the perfect day, things changed. Mishap, bad news, and heartbreaking facts that i have to accept.

So... yeah. Things are not very good for me. And it's like getting worse. Too much pressure. ):
Well, that's all for today's update to end January entries. (:

Mocca - The Best Thing

I’ve got the best thing in the world
Coz’ I got you in my heart
And this screw little world
Let’s hold hand together
We can share forever
Maybe someday the sky will be coloured with our love

I wake up in the morning
Feeling emptyness in my heart
This pain is just too realI dream about you, with someone else
Please say that you love me
That we’ll never be apart

You have to promise
That you will be faithfull
And there will be lots and lots of love
It is the thing that really matters in this world…

Ohhhh yeahhhh
Ohhh nooo...
Is it me, or did we agree to love,
somewhere I don't feel we got enough.
It's you, but what about me?
it seems like your living life without me
Everything seems to have your time but
my space in your heart is closing up
And the place where pictures hanging,
is the only time that you're with me.
Don't leave me here out all alone,
oh no. I'm still right here, where'd you go?

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.
I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now .
Don't let me down,
please turn around.

i think I've must have get too much
cause i felt the road was getting rough.
Suddenly i felt lonely out here
I looked beside me to find you not there.
Said you would love and protect me,
all i have is the words you left me.
Here i stand with the plans in my head,
its getting me the love that you said

Don't leave me all alone,
no no no noI'm still right here...
Where'd you go?

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.
I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now.
don't let me down,please turn around.

You wanna see the tears I cry on my pillow,
that doesn't compare what your doing to my soul.
You don't even know I'm in need of love.
Calling you love but you don't seem to hear it,
and I'm losing you now.
Please just look around.

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.
I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now
don't let me down,please turn around.

Labels: turn around.....

Rotting at home. Waiting for Giordano to call up. *sigh* no hope laa. So, forget it i guess? Well, today fahmi didn't went to work. He got a call from ITE bishan, to come down for retail course interview. So, that's why partly he didn't went to work, i think. Well, he wanted to pursue his dream to continue studies, good for him then. *clap hands*

As for me, waiting for GCE Olevels result. Urgh! Penantian satu penyiksaan. Not looking forward to that. Anw, left 9more days to my 18th BIRTHDAY! weeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~ Like at last laa kann. (: hmm. got so many things that i want. Well, will blog abt that another day, not in a good mood for long post. that's all.

Argghh! I hate people that are arrogant. And those that think highly of themselves. And when they starts to talk, they would just say whatever they want without thinking about other people's feelings. As an adult, u should know how to communicate kindly to those who are younger than you, in order you want respect from them. Not by showing off your arrogance. What the hell? Called yourself an highly educated someone? *spit* Even beggars and other lower standard than u know how to interact with people NICELY. get that? if u happen to come across this blog, ohh! im sorry to blog about you. "Sape makan cili dier terase pedas ahh."

No matter how highly educated you are or not, always remember that all this is a gift from God. So, don't over FLAUNT it okay? Ingat sebelum terkene. In this world, there's more highly educated people. But sad to say, they are more well mannered than you! You're only in your early twenties, so what? Big **** is it? Who cares! Even if u are older than me, that doesn't mean u can show your stoopid act to be an better adult infront of those who are younger than u.

Oppsiie! sorry readers! Just want to make a simple reminder to adults that are only age between 21-25years old, to know their limits of talking to people. Gosh! That "lady" sure got me mad! tk semestinyer dier tue, dier boleh bbl cam kakak kakak. Eh! Stop it ehh! Org lain tue dari dier pon tk act like that. Call yourself a sister to a teenager? Arrogance doesn't bring you to anywhere. Got that? Be more friendly, and people will enjoy having you as their company. That's all folks!

Labels: don't act like a big sister here, lady.

Holla people! I'm back after soooooo longggggg MIA. My computer needs some extra time to rest. Hee! Glad that everything is okay now. No more pop-ups and everything. Woaahhh! When was my last entry? Last year 29dec? Haish. My apology. Been running some errands lately. Thought 2008 would be a great year. But? Starting of 2008 was not that bad. Went to countdown with Fahmi at Causeway Point, watched his dance crew perform. But too bad! We did not make it in time to watch them dance. BUT congrats to them for getting in the 6th place(: *claps hands* Better luck next time okays?

Second day of 2008? Stay at home with Mama. Slack around the house. And if i'm not wrong, meet up with him, i guess. Can't recall man! 3rd Jan- Mama went check up at NUH. Sister had to sent her and me? babysitting Ina at home. Was cleaning up the house, and realised that my phone was off. Tried to switch on, get to read sister sms that my mom need to stay at the hospital, called her then after talking to her for 5mins, my hp died AGAIN. Urgh! What a bad timing! Waited for sister to fetch me then went off to see my mom. ):
Pity her! The doc suspected that she had gullstones and its turning into stomach ulcers. And now? The doc says that her liver has lumps and they need to get it out pretty soon. Gosh! What a sudden change of illnesses. She was admitted for 3days? oh wait! 4days! For that 4days, been going back and forth from home to NUH and the procedure continues till she was discharged. Special thanks to Fahmi, he was there with me and sister all the way. *hugs tight* thanks for being there for me.

Well, that's not it! Baru nk rest, then ina plak sakit. Tsk tsk! Ina's face is turning into puffer fish. Besar! Then, on the day mama was discharged, sister brought her to NUh- Children's Emergency. Doctor said that Ina has tonsil(no idea how to spell it out, but it's something got to do with the throat or something) And doc also said that it's rare to have a 8mths old baby to have that. Usually, adult will have it due to smoking and eat spicy food. (sighing) Luckily she was not admitted. Went home after everything was okay.

But that was not over yet. 5more days, Ina needs to come back to NUH for a checkup. And Mama was called back for a CT Scan for liver on tuesday, 8jan. It's an urget case, says the nurse that called up my sister. So, Fahmi, my sister, abg Ciko and me rushed down to NUH to accompany her. Guess what? the caller did not inform us to come two hours before the time given. It's like the procedure of the scaning. Mama is required to drink a bottle of yellow-liquid to enable the contrast scanning to show the result more clearer. Supposedly, the time given was at 3:15pm. They delayed till 5:15pm. Then after finish drinking that bottle of water, waited like stupid fools! Then the nurse says, "I think it's the best we let her stay here for one night and we'll do the scanning tmrw." Then sister replied, "You asked my mom to fast since morning, knowing that she can't skip her meals. And now you are asking her to fast till tmrw? Are you nuts? And furthermore it's not our fault, it's your staff nurse that didn't give us the full detail of this procedure." Then the nurse says, "Ok. We are at fault. my apology. Now, there's too many eemergency case to be done. Why not you bring her to Kent Ridge Wing 2 building to do her scanning at Class A ward."

"You guys are at fault and now, you asking ME to send my mom there ALONE. Without knowing where the hell is the place?! WHAT KIND OF HOSPITAL SERVICE is this?!" my sister said. "Well, my apology. Kindly wait here for awhile, i'll get my staff to attend to you shortly to the other building." -THE END-

Pity the nurse, but it was their fault too. And now we are waiting for the result. *praying hard* hopefully she's fine. See! I have no time to on my comp or even entertained the stoopid popups and hard time to shut down the comp. That explain why i'm away for the past few days. Well, now i'm back..... Keep tagging aites! Toodles people. Need to rest now. (:

psst! 3more days to our 6mths! andand, 14more days to my..... lalalalalalalala..... 18th Birthday! *hint hint*
:)