December 31, 2007
Orange decided to drop by. 10:20 PM
Dearest Zara,
The oldest and wise one. I've known you since secondary school, and there's never a day when I regret asking for your name when we first met in class, the time we had our first recess together, the first day we became friends. The very first time when you walked home with me, and discovered that I lived just a few blocks away, and could hardly believe that I did. Though we have had our share of quarrels, we always seem to pull through those rough patches and get back on the right track. The girl with an unbelievable kind heart, pretty eyes and beauty beyond apprehension, you have been a great companion to me, and always making me feel good about myself. The girl who taught me how to kiss, and the wonders of dating boys and such. The girl whose personality is simply alluring, it's utterly incredible. From a stranger, to a friend, and then as good as a big sister, I have never regretted our five years of friendship. I still remember the times we would always hang around at your place after school when you were still living just a few blocks away from me. Oh the times when we would dine in together, with the television switched on with any random movies we feel like watching. Or our many karaoke sessions, with Mak Monyet screaming from the kitchen or the room. Or the times when we'll try to cook something cos we're either hungry or just sit around and talk about things. I still remember the times when we both just can't stand another second in our homes; we would meet at that playground and spend the night gallivanting around the estate, or just sitting at the huts and talk. I'll never forget the gila and selengeh moments we always seem to share. The times spent with you have been the greatest. Although you seem to be living the furthest from the other three, your presence would always be felt among us. I love you, sister. And it is my pleasure to have known you through these years and call you my friend, my sister, my everything. Five years and still going on strong and I'm looking forward for many years to come with this friendship.
With sincerity and lots of love,
Secret Blogger ♥
December 28, 2007
11:42 PM
Firstly. i would like to apologise if my entry is too emo for today. For those who wish to read more till the end, you may do so. As for those who simply hate it, i would much appreciate if you'll just leave this page. Thankyou.Well, 2007 is coming to an end in three days, and i just wish that all my problems and past could be left behind too. Ya, ya. I know, that everything is up to me to decide whether to think about it or not. Well, you ain't me to judge all that. It's been quite sometime since i have a talk to someone about my families and all. *sigh* Have any of you out there feel how is it like to be in an incomplete family? MAYBE some of you have been like me, unsure of what's bothering ourself.. right? and as for those who doesn't know how it feels like to be in this shitty situation, i suggest you just understand us bit by bit. We are not EMO. We are just feeling something is missing in our life, or maybe somethings aren't going the right way. Call us whatever you want, but i'm sure one fine day you'll understand how do we feel. Seriously, I'm not looking forward to 2008. Not even looking forward to my special day where i get a year older. Every year, is the same to me. Nothing special. And the nearer 2008 is, the more i feel so f**k up.Though i have Fahmi, my dearest friends, cousin(s) and all, i still do feel something is missing. People, i do appreciate all of you okay? Don't blame me. It's my natural feelings to feel this way.
I'm grateful with what i have. But.. but... *shout out loud* what the hell is wrong with me? Why do i always hope for something that is impossible to own? Why is it so hard for me to accept the fact that my life is written to be this way? Why? WHY isn't anyone feel guilty of what's happening around? WHY things seems to be easy on them? Isn't life miserable enough for me? Why more? Why doesn't he notice that i still need him after almost 8years apart? Why do i have to be like a beggar to beg for love and care? What wrong have i done? Why punish me this way? It's not only money that i want.... i want us.. the us that we use to be 8years ago.. why choose misery instead of happiness? why is it seems like i'm asking too much? I hate to be haunt by my own life. It's like i have to face the same thing again and again, every year. I can't run from it. It will forever stay this way. Just wondering why all this have to happen? Why do i have to witness every thing with my own very eyes? I'm tired to be this way. i just need someone, anyone who care to take all this off me? Someone willingly hear to what i have to say? And just understand that i've been longing to have a brother's love, father's love and everything. I know, maybe some of you out there, have more f**king moments in life. Well, everyone does, but not to those that are LUCKY still to have everyone they love with them.
Well, thanks again to those who willing to squint their eyes to read this stoopid 'emo' post. This is the only place i could just let out things. DO tag me aite. give me solutions, how do i make myself feel better? Till here then.
December 26, 2007
1:18 AM
Happy birthday to Cik Rokiah- Fahmi's Mom!
Moga-moga panjang umur, murah rezeki &sihat selalu.
Smile always okay?
*clap hands!*
December 25, 2007
11:58 PM
Woke up late today. It feels so good waking up late. Usually i will have Afdlin, my alarm clock, to wake me up as early as 8am. Gosh! And today is different. Weeeeeeee! &&help out mother to clean up the kitchen. then she says, "
bagusnyer lau ade anak nk masak nari. Umur aku dah 51, dh lame tk terase masakan anak-anak aku nie." hahahahaha. Well, since today is Christmas. i decided to do good deed(: macam paham jek aku nie ehh. Was asking my sister to cook, but she refuses. So, i took the courage to let my family have a taste of bad food(hey! i'm not that evil okay? my cooking doesn't taste bad. it's delicious). hee! Not a complicated dish laa. It's fried macaroni. *wink* hahahhahahahaha. It's yummy okay? My sister was the first to taste it, and she have 3plates of it(: not bad... not bad... *collar up* heehee((: well, well..... after that, i was downloading online movie- Alvin and the chipmunks. Cute stuff! The picture quality is not that good, so was asking my dearest boncet to watch it at the cinema SOON. yayy! can hardly wait. While waiting for the d/l stuff, i went to tidy up my documents. Such as my pictures, songs and everything. Everything seems to be found at all the folders that can be found! Goodness! So, took off some time to tidy up everything. uh-huh! And then, at about, 8.. went to IMM with mama, ina and sister. Went shopping at FOX. persuaded my sister to buy the top that i want. yayy! and she bought it! lalalallalalalalal~~~ went to banquet cause mama was craving for the chicken rice- steamed chicken. as for me, i ate ban mian. YUMMYLICIOUS! then, headed home at abt 11plus, i think. What a nice wrap up to a 'wonderful' day(:
♥ Greetings for you♥ 1:06 AM
Special Merry christmas & Advance Happy new year to Ryo, Fidah, Jannah, Marzura, Faiz, all cousins especially Syikin and to those that know me. Thanks for the wonderful 2007 spent together. I'll for sure cherished every moments that i had with all of you. I'm looking forward to a better, prosperous, happier 2008. Thanks for everything that all of you have done for me.
To Ryo,
Still remembered the first time we became friends... those moments were the best moments! Had non-stoppable fun with you. Yeah! Could still remember how you comfort me and all abt stoopid ex that are just out of their mind. Talking on the phone from 8 or 10pm till late night, or should i say till 5am or even up to 6am? Uh-huh! What did we talk eyy till that late. &the first time meet, and that's when i think i've fall for you. Was touched by your care and the way you treated me. Thanks for the laughing partner when i went to the guy's restroom instead of ladies, and for being the one that always listen to me whine abt how life is unfair to me. It feels like it's a dream come true to have you(: Well, those moments are the best. Thanks for being there with me always. and thanks for putting up with almost everything. &thanks for making me laugh, putting a smile on my face when i'm down and thanks for lighting up my dark gloomy days. Just glad that god has let us meet and be together. I'm grateful to him up there that i'm able to have someone like you to care and love me. Thanks for supporting me and all. Really looking forward to 2008, especially 13july. Though there's up's and down's in our relationship, we are still strong. Going through every obstacles. Just want you to know that i love you very much and i would like to take this chance to say I'm sorry for all the hard times. &thanks for all the gifts that you gave. I DO appreciate everything okay? Hope that 2008 will bring us a better happiness. Just be sincere to our love and be faithful to me; like how i'm being faithful to you. Last but not least, hope that our relationship will smoothly sail. Merry X'mas & Happy New year(:
To my dearest girlfee(s),
Same like how i thanks Ryo, but you girls deserve more than him laa, of course. Cause, the three of you have been going through alot with me. As for Fee, you are my best of the best primary schmates that i still keep in contact, in fact, you are my lover(: Know almost everything, yeah had to agree with you(what you wrote in your blog), abt out dirty lil secrets and all. Yerps! We are in the same boat. I can feel how you feel. Cause i've been there(the worst situation) before. I hearts you a hell lot! okay? As for Jannah, my dear secondary schmates, or even my classmate for only two years, cause we got separated when each and everyone of us are streamed to a different classes. Well, though we used to fight or even hold grudges aganst each other last time, now, you are the best! We got closer during sec 2. The most talkative classmates and her laugh could make a sleeping tiger to wake up. hee! And as for Mar, the most courteous girlfriend. Still could remember the time where i gave up my sit to you, and you gave up the sit for me too! hahahahah. Yeah! That was during our sec 1 orientation! Woahh! that's a very lonng ago man.... Lastly, to the three of you, thanks for supporting me all the way. Thanks for lending me a shoulder to cry on, a listening ears when i needed one and everything. Just glad that i have all of you with me. Thanks for all the love, care and concern. No matter how far the distance is, always remember that i'll always be there for all of you. i'm still counting the number of years all of us have been together. Hope that this friendship will last long. aite? There's just too much too say, but i'm like running out of words. Hope all of you know what i really mean. For sure, the friendship that i invest in now, is like the greatest asset ever! Merry X'mas & Happy New year(:
To Syikin,
Oh my god! YOU are the best! you watch me grow. and you know what are my like(s) and dislike(s). Yeah, we use to be like an enemy during our childhood days. But now? Yerps! you are the best cousin that i've got. Well, taking this special chance to say a huge THANKYOU(: to you dearest! You are always there to hear to what i have to say, no matter how boring it is. You are there when i needed you the most. thanks for the dye hair moments, de-stress moments, stoopid moments- all the moments with you, i'll cherished aite. Thanks for the great 2007. Hope that 2008 will be a better one. And let me tell you this, i'm not looking forward to 2009. Really, i'm not. Though you are eager to go to Vocal School at Bandung, and though i'm glad for you, deep inside... who knows? Do you really have to go? Well, whatever it is, i pray the best for you aite cousin? Always remember that i'll always love you(: Merry X'mas and Happy New year(:
and to the rest of you, thanks for the great 2007 yar! I appreciate it alot! To all the cousins and all those who knows me. Hope that 2008 will be another meaningful year ahead for all of you! muuuuuaaaaccckkkksss to all! Merry X'mas and Happy New Year!
12:59 AM
Celebration for Kecik's Birthday(:
Yayy! My dearest kecik turned 17 at last. We held a small party for her at ECP. After had a piece of cupcakes for each, we went to Parkway Parade to have something to eat. Faiz then suggested that we play pool since it's Mar's birthday and she have been wanting to go pool, so this is it. We went 'hahhahahahahhaa' here, 'hehehhehehehehe' there, 'huahuahuahuahua' here and 'wakakakakaka' there! Alot of furnie incidents laa seyy. Crazy times mayn! Yeah, i think that everyone enjoyed their day today. And as for me, i just love to meet up my girlfees! Saranghaeyo to all! muuuaaaccckkksss! here's are all the pichas. enjoy!
THAT'S ALL FOLKS!
December 24, 2007
12:03 AM
♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SCANDAL ♥
♥♥ Marzura, it's your birthday today! The 24th of December. I feel honoured to have known you. I thank the lord for seventeen years of your happiness, your sadness, your curiosity, your failures, your achievements, YOUR Wisdom, way beyond your years. Your beauty of heart, your acceptance of others differences. I sit here on the porch Wondering what to write, A poem or a story Something that brings delight. So here I go on and on Writing to the world, About your smile so sweet And your hair so curled. We had a laugh when we Thought about the past, Of how we spent our time And of how it slipped so fast. All the times we had Together were so much fun, And if we get them back With joy I’ll jump and run. Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; someone who changes your life. just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laughuntil you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times,and the confused times. Your forever friend holds your handand tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete, because you need not worry. You have a forever friend for life, and forever has no end. And by the way Mar, I just wanted to say "Happy Birthday",and ohh ya! SORRY, because you're getting old a lil bit late than the rest of us! Well that's an advantage okay? ((: ♥♥
Well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAR(: Like ohh-finally laa kan! U’re 17years old baybeh! Firstly i would like to wish you all the best in your ‘O’level results next year. And and, moga moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki okay? Smile always, since you have your all-time-entertainer, FAIZ, with you. Hee! I’m sure he always never fail to put a smile on you(: Hope you do enjoy your day today okay?? Celebrate with those loved ones around you. Always remember that I and the rest of the sisters will always lovee you no matter what. And I’m like waiting for surat saman of you and your-all-time-entertainer. Hee! Joking. Jgn marah hah. Birthday tk baik tau marah marah. Takecare sweetheart! And congratulations for being out from my 'disturbing' list. huahuahuahua.
Like i've said to Jannah before, "I cherished every moments; -we had so many moments, some bad, most great- with you.. I'll always remember the love and erase the hate. &i do appreciate everything u've done for me. Going through everything during these 5years with you, is the BEST. I never regretted anything about having you around, infact, i feel that i'm BLESSED, to have a wonderful girlfee just like you." You are no different from the other sisters. All of you are loved aite? Hope you like my special birthday entry made just for ♥ YOU♥ MUUUAAACCCCKKKKSSSS! (:
December 23, 2007
12:40 AM
Woohoo! My weekends is great mayn! Like ohh-finally had some plan for weekends. Yesterday went to Piala Khatulistiwa( dikir barat comp). Yeah, have to agree with my dear cousin Kinn that her school dikir barat is the best, Panjy Sri Temasek- Temasek Polytechnic. And and, Fuhua Sec Sch is the best among the secondary sch cohort. Not sure abt Bedok North Sec, cause we left just before they perform.We were freezing to death. hee ! Ya lorr. The plc is superduper cold. Wonder how the rest of them manage to stay till the end of the show.
Then, went to Cityhall to meet Azizah(syikin’s friend). Too bad that jannah couldn’t join us after that. She got to meet her poly peeps to go Sentosa, I think. Went to marina sq, get something to eat, then thought of playing bowling, but then, the plc was crowded. So, just chill out at CoffeeBean. At 7plus, syikin have to go off to a wedding dinner and Ziza and cousin erda went to a birthday bash. Left me with ryo. Walked around at Suntec, then we headed home. Pheww! Tired la seyy. Hahaha… And not forgetting to introduce to all of you, lady of the day- ZEN KEPIT- kinn! Alottttttt of furnie incidents happened to her today. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Ps: Zen Kepit aka Syikin, I enroll you to dressing class okay? From head to toe. *slaps forehead*
As for today, went to send Afdlin back to his nanny house at hougang. Hard to let him go, but its harder handling two kids at one time. Sometimes, I wonder how do parents handle two, three, four or even five kids. Oh gosh! Must be tiring for them. *sigh* kk… back to Afdlin, so yeah.. Just couldn’t bear to let him go just like that. Drop him off then I headed to hougang central, to find something to eat, since Ryo haven’t had his meals. After work had to rush off to meet me and accompany me to send Afdlin. Thankyou darling(: buat susah jekk kan. *wink*
December 20, 2007
10:55 AM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA
to all of you out there(:
December 18, 2007
6:50 PM
It seems that things ain’t getting any better. And as each day goes by, I’m becoming more and more confuse with my own feelings. Just have no idea how do I let it out. I feel so out of place. And every step I make, it’s like the wrong move. I’m so afraid to make another step; afraid that I would regret the rest of my life with the decisions I’m going to make. I know, that I’m the cause of all this. Well, boy I’m sorry. That’s the only word that seems to be coming out from my mouth. The good memories are the only things that seem to be playing in my mind. Can’t erase all of them. And I just hate this feeling that I’m unloved. I feel so lonely at times like this. Just have no idea, to who should I turn to. Even if I were to turn to you, you wouldn’t understand. Let’s just stay this way. I’m ok with things now. I know that you’re mad. And I get the fact that I’m not needed. Too hurt, to have back everything. And its more hurtful to just let everything go. Well whatever it is, thanks. For the nice stuff you bought for me. And the care that no one could ever give me. Thanks for the unconditional love and everything else, and thanks for making things right when I’m always the one that make it worse.
I’m just mad at myself for not able to change myself. I tried, but I can’t. Just don’t blame yourself. How I wish. I could just leave this place and never come back. Just let things be the way they are. Just let all my doubts, unanswered. I’ve caused too much trouble, and I don’t wish to make things any worse. If only life could be like those in fairytales, wouldn’t it be good?
Labels: loneliness is the most terrible poverty.
4:20 PM
“To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.”
December 17, 2007
3:48 PM
Basically, today, i think i'm blogging about this lil boy here. Yeah, Muhammad Afdlin. Finally, he's back with us. But not for long of course. At least now, he's in good hand. Glad that his mom got brain to think, like FINALLY. I pity him. When i met him last week, his hand have bruises. and blue black marks all over his body. Oh my godness! What the hell?! The people who took care of him before this, got no brain issit? Huh?! Why abuse him over some grudges that u keep deep inside you? Why him? He is just an innocent lil kid that doens't know anything! And, even if he is naughty and can't be controlled, u should at least handle him the right way. Not by abusing him. Urgh! Despise this type of people. Whoever that person that do that to him, i will not stop cursing he/she and may allah teach him/her a good lesson. What goes around, comes around.
And to him, i pray that he's always end up with good people that will know how to take good care of him. And me and my family will always love him no matter what. Hope that he will get well soon((:
December 16, 2007
8:22 PM
Was bloghopping, checking out songs at imeem and was entertaining the lil rascals. *sigh*
While sitting with afdlin, i came across an old album of my old friends.
yeah, macpherson primary school friend.
awwww. i miss them ohh sooo much! I miss the times we had.
i miss nazura, fadilah, rafhana, helmi, haqiem, hilmi, nabilah, sophy and all those who always there with me.
and and, not forgetting Nurafidah(:
She was one of my primary schmates too. Uh huh. From primary sch till secondary sch.
She's the best, i tell you.
She's always there for me when i'm down. and she's there when she knew it that something is amiss.
We don't argue that much. We agreed to almost everything. And she knows my darkest secret.
Going through my teens life with her around, is the best investment that i've made.
Not only her, that same goes to Mar and Jann too.
Went through alot with them.
Sweet or bitter memories. They always stand by my side, and accept me for who i am.
i nvr regret having this friendship with them.
Being away from them now, i feel that i've lost something precious to me.
Well, everyone is busy now.
Oh wait! I'm always the one that is having a tight schedule.
Taking care of Afdlin and Ina and helping out with the house chores and so on.
Girlfriends, i miss all of you okay? and and, i'm sorry.
i can't be there with you guys often. Can't get to chill or hang out often. *sigh*
maybe i try to find some time soon. Well, i miss them badly.
Remember! I love you girls okay? *wink*
Oh! 24 december is a must to meet okay? and and, to fee:
"
I'm sorry! I don't think i can join you peeps with the slumber party that u're having soon. Yeah. I promised to you. but i didn't expect that Afdlin would be back. And i'm kinda tight down now. Hope you understand. But, but.... i won't mind if you're sleeping over at my house. Okay? i would love to have you around here(: and and, i need de-stress session soon, pretty pls! "
And right now, i misses my sec sch mates. Azarudeen, Aung Linn, Sham, Hendy, Erna, Kosmogirl, malay classes mates that always skip the MT intensive class. Hahahah. And misses the teachers too.
*sigh*
last time, was eager to get out from that sch, but now?
I'm missing sec sch life badly.
Miss those mischievious moments, great moments and everything.
Well, getting older now, and things have to change.
If always stay the same the whole way, life has no challenge. rigghhhtt??
And to all my dearest ZENs, i miss all of you too!
meet up soon okay?
i really need a de-stress session!
I miss all of you badly.
and to sis Ila, well, yeah. four more days. and thks for keeping shusshh abt it.
I owe u baybeh.
Well, okay. I promise i look after myself okay?
see you on thurs. makesure no one know abt it tau.
thanks kak! (:
hehe! What a long nagggyyy entry. That's abt it.
thanks for stivking your eyes to your computer screen and read this(:
Thanks for the trouble.
December 15, 2007
8:16 PM
Flowers, chocolates, cookies, Jewelry, love and promises. Yeah that’s what you gave me, that was what you offered. You promised to love me forever. You promised to give me strength when I felt weak. You promised to be my soldier when I couldn’t stand You promised, yeah you promised to always be with me. You asked me to give you time for everything, and I did. You asked me to love you forever, yeah I still do. You asked me to stay committed and yeah I did. You asked me to love you unconditionally, yeah I still do You gave me a promise necklace that brought me tears, joy, love, and promise. You promised, yes you did. A promise is a signature of unconditional terms that defines trust, loyalty, appreciation, and reward. Trust, not after all you put me through Loyalty, your love was never true Appreciation, you forgot how much I loved you Reward, if you were the winning prize, I rather loose Give me back my heart, give me back my love, and give me back my life. Today I give you back everything you gave to me. Flowers, Chocolates, Cookies, Jewelry, Love and The broken promises you made, you offered, you were suppose to give to me the day you promised everything you.
1:32 PM
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU ABG AHMAD(:
Weee! Saturday! Yayy! hahahaha. Today is Abg Ahmad's wedding((: *clap hands* Woah! Like at last laa kann, he got married. The couple looks so pretty and adorable(: and, the decorations are nicee baybeh. green &white. Though it's kinda simple.And to ang amad, adik doakan moga moga abg ahmad bahagia hingga ke anak cucu okay?? Kalau dah ader ehemm ehemm, jgn lupe bilang tau! I'll bring a big hamper for you. hee! And, ohh gosh! i miss the moments when i use to go karaoke at apollo- Cash studio): When i heard him singing to his wife- Permaisuri, i was like "oohhhh-ing" away. And, kak linn and me, misses those karaoke moments dude!.... Oh wells.......
As usual, got up early in the morning. Afdlin laa! Wake me up so early. Arghh. Then, get the lil rascals dress up by 12:30. and my sister and me by 1. hee! Maklumlah, adik beradik lau siap, leceh. She was changing her tops, from red to black. And as for me, from black to red. Wakakakka. hahaha. So we get ready abt one hour plus? *giggles* Then went out from the house at about 2plus. yayy! FOOD! FOOD! i'm so hungry! hahahaha. Ayam masak merah? Nasi briyani? Rendang? hmm. YUMMY-LICIOU! dah brape lame ehh tk attend weddings..... about 7mths? ohmygod! hahahha. Today, mama forced me to go, caused Abg Ahmad(my sister's friend) is like a family member to us already. "Tak baik kan, pergi aje. nnt kau kahwin, org tk dtg." hahahahahaha. WHAT THE FISH! isk isk, mama... mama..... Still too young for this. OHH! the food? It's sinfully delicious! ARGGHHH! the chicken are super soft, and everything taste soooooo nice! *burp* We sat till abt 2hrs while waiting for zen linn and aunties to arrive. Then took some pictures with ang ahmad. And then, we go off at about err...... 5? 6?
And, i was too bored, i asked mama to bring us to ECP. Going home at 6? nehh! too early. So, Cik K bring us to marine parade before going to ECP, cause mama wanted to get the bubble gun. wakakaka. sape yg nak main bubble pon tk tau laa ehh. *wink* then.... have satay at abg rahmat's stall at Lagoon. lalalalallalala. I'm bloated!And and, i'm getting chubbier. Oh no! Shit! that's bad. have to get back my diet plan like my sec 4 diet plan. hee! macam paham laa kann. Insya allah!
so that's all for today. night! got to rest now(:
December 13, 2007
11:50 PM
Day out with my dearest family.
today, supposedly, i'm going out with him... but, had a changed of plan. Brother called and was asking us to go out to have dinner. hmm. couldn't say no, and at the same time couldn't bear cancelling the plan with him. *sobsob* well, there's always tomorrow to celebrate our special day of the month.
So, brother fetch us at about 6plus going 7? headed to the Central shopping mall, near Clarke Quay. Had our dinner at this restaurant, errr. not quite sure of the restaurant name. hee! Woah! He ordered one medium lobster and one large one, and and had the chowder soup for everyone, and and medium fried fish(i think), and and veggie of the day((: hahahaha! XD Bloated la seyy. I was busy feedinf Afdlin and Ina, so couldn't have much food for myself. *sobsob* haish. Penat seyy bawak due bdk kuwa. Ohh! no! i mean, three. hee! but my nephew was well behaved. Went to Cheers to buy some coke. The restaurant was out of coke, sprite and ice lemon tea. so each of us had either a mango juice or orange juice. Then, sister headed to charles and keith to buy errr.. belt(i guess so). While waiting for sister and Kak Siti, my brother's wife, we watched some 'american' doing their skating on ice thingy. I just love looking at the way they move. And the girls are all ohh-so-drop-dead-GORGEOUS! and as for the guys, they are ohh-so-HOT! hehehhe((: then..... Sat with all the lil rascals at clarke quay while brother went to the toilet. Argghh!!! I just love the night breeze and the atmosphere at there. But! too many couples there, sakit mate babe. hee! Headed home at around 11plus. Phew! home sweet home at last! Night! Sweetest dream :DD
12:55 PM
HAPPY 5th monthsary to us((:uh-huh. a month passed, and we still going on strong (i think) :DDdespite those *tttoooootttt* moments that we had during this few mths, we still love each other. and hopefully, this would forever remain this way.and nothing is going to change anymore. So, to you dearest, thanks again for putting up will all my sucky behaviour and all. I appreciate it very much. Thanks for staying beside me all the time, eventhough i asked you to leave. Thanks for being patient all this while.And sorry too! For causing you too much trouble and all. Sorry aite(:----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------"A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclaimation point.
That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know."
December 12, 2007
1:05 PM
THE REUNION OF THE SIBLINGS((:
Uh huh! Double joy, double the trouble baybeh! hahahaha. Both of them bring joy to my family, but! That means double the tired. Both kids are active and notty((:
December 10, 2007
8:45 PM
"It's not money that she want, it's your presence that all she need."
December 9, 2007
10:48 PM
