I'm slowly adapting to my new surroundings; without having someone beside me to hear all stress that i face at home. Just missing having someone to be mad at, to laugh with and everything. Oh wells, things change zara. Remember that! &i'm slowly getting over the fact that friendster is no longer in existence. Muahahahhahaha. Yeah. To think over abt it, its like useless gitu kan? &friendster is having this stoopid virus going on, in addition; friendster is lagging. Well, to me there's no disadvantages closing my friendster, lain lah if i'm single and searching for someone. Currently, nehh! Unless, something happen between me and him then i'll think about hunting another one, or maybe not. Just sick and tired of going through everything from beginning. Anyway, going with the flow now((:
It's the 3rd or 4th day haven't been talking to him and meeting him. Miss him, but but. Err. Let's just drop the topic. Having mixed feelings lately. No idea why. And my brother is coming again tmrw! Urgh! Nag, nag, nag, nag, nag and nag! Whatever laa. Just listen and keep myself shut. Let them think and do what they want, as long as they are happy. Just sick and tired of my family. Still over-paranoid with some stuff. *yawn* It's normal though. The only way to escape from all this, i need to get a job. At least, i got my attention all drawn to my job instead of him, family and everything else. But, the problem now is, send so many resume to so many company, no reply. Actually have la, but i'm choosy! Haahaa!
Oh god! When do my misery end? &when do i get to smile and laugh like i use to?