I'm feeling abit out of mood lately.
Missing alot of ppl. i miss my sisters, miss my late granny(s), miss afdlin &his mom.
I miss my 'lover' alot. Been such a long time, have heart to heart talk with her.
Use to share abt my life to her. & use to listen to her problems.
miss spending time with her. Feel like there's a LARGE boundaries; the distant &busy life between us.
I miss my 'scandal' too. Use to be closefriends.
Use to talk to her abt stuff that are on my mind.
I miss my 'darling'. miss all the crazy stuff we do. Everything.
i miss talking to them. I miss them effing much.
i wonder how they feel right now?
I've been keeping things to myself lately.
Abt my life, family, friends && everything else.
Things are not going well lately.
Things are messed up.
Everything is changing ard me.
I just need a lil warm hug.
nvr thought i would be shedding this much tears now.
I feel so trap.
I'm not the girl that everyone knew.
I'm much more to a quieter side of zara which have hard time understanding what's happening around her.
What's next?
Oh god!
I'm so helpless.
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